mood wasn't quite right. life is getting more complicated. she dunno wad she shud say and wad she shud not say. she don wish to pull innocent ppl down. but she HATES the way they talk. SHE'S OFFENDED!! She dun wish to bother her frenx around her, so she rater keep everything to herself. She thought she will be happy but everything seems ruin by HER! how can she not think?

the feelings that she had, noone can understand. holding the box filled with their memories, everything was flashing thru' her mind. she's all mixed up. she realised that sometimes she couldn't even trust with her own feelings and instinct. she don wish to hurt others but others seems to take advantage of her. wad can she do besides keeping quiet? NoThinG!

she wanted him but he couldn't make up his mind to choose. he's always so confused. suffering now? i think so. nobody wants to suffer. right?

=END OF STORY=

The nights are long.
The days so sad.
Not knowing what we lost,Not knowing what I had.
I think of you for hours.
You're the one I want.
You're the one I'd miss.
Although we talk of friendship,I always think of love
.Hoping we could have more,Not just a friendly shove.
You tell me of your problems.
I listen with open ears.
I'd like to tell you mine,
But I'll always have fears.