Tuesday, August 28, 2007

had been thinking a lot just now when talking with lawrence just now.
but suddenly went blank and dunno how to blog about it.

i think we should all learn to draw the line. lines are just, necessary.

today's micro exam is TOTALLY GONE!
i think i didnt prepare enough for this exam.
who to blame? myself lo.
panicked that i might repeat this module but who cares.
hahaha. it's over.
still got one more paper to go before everything ends.
this 2 weeks passed too fast. exams exams and exams.
my parents dun seems to care how i feel when they open their mouth and nagged.
they even blame me for not staying at home to study for the past few weeks.
just because i dun have time for time, they flared and quarrelled with me.
HELLO! i'm stressed enough dealing with my exams already. why cant you all just understand me and control all your naggings and scoldings?
i just opened the door and left the house after i reached home not long.
i spend my time outside with my friends equals waste time.
pei you jiu bu shi waste time meh?
i really had enough already lo..
i can only ren ren ren..
you all can angry and throw temper at me..
i throw temper at you all jiu say me, scold me.
i had enough of those unreasonable scoldings lo.
I HAD ENOUGH!
what else can i say besides keeping quiet?
that's not what i want!
if i talked back, you all will get angrier i might as well zipped my mouth and shut up.
i'm a human being too k.
i need to voice out too can.
WAD THE HELL!

ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE;
BUT YOU DON'T SEEM TO BE BOTHERED!
SO FORGET IT!


sometimes walls are there not for us to separate ourselves from the world but to see who acty cares to break down these walls and truly understand.