i really cannot find peace at home.
i cant tolerate any longer.
i came back early so that i can acc her.
she will always complain noone acc her, noone acc her.
but when i pei her her naggings and scoldings and screaming is driving me crazy.
i really dunno how to communicate with her.
how she wants me to communicate with her when she doesnt even know how to communicate with me.
not only me.
she can vent all her anger at me.
but who can i vent my anger at?
dad ask me to understand her, bao rong her.
they are increasing my burden.
if i becomes like my brother, wad also hack care, angry jiu anyhow shout.
i think the whole family will collapse.
i'm really tired.
i tried my best to do everything i can.
everything.
i bought stuff for my bro to make him happier
BUT
the better i treat him, the more he shout at me.
WTF!
i had enough luh!
really enough!!
no matter how hard i try i couldnt possibly understand every single person.
i am sad..
but who can i talk to when i dun even know how to.
i've got rotten luck since the beginning of the year!
nothing goes smoothly..
i feel like crying but den i realise i got no more tears.
i need a break badly, seriously.
when will i be free from all this?
i just wanted someone to be there.
and i really needed someone......