i've been wondering so much..
but when i began to care someone more than usual i know smth bad might be happening again.
should i just stop before tragedy happens again..
ya.. maybe i should stop thinking so much already.
it's making my life damn messy..
work work work work work..
i tot working is to help me from thinking. but it doesnt seems to do any help.
not enough sleep only gives me headache.
BAD HEADACHE!
if only i can think further.
i wun be having so much nonsense now.
lost faith lost trust.
but i still have to carry on.
i will try to control myself from falling.
she doesnt want to fall deeply again..

workin again tml.. FULL again..
let me die early pls.

evon and lin finally come back from bkk le.
miss them damn lotsa lo..
suddenly feel like telling them,
to the both of you, you are my precious friends.
i will treasure the friendship(:

i need assurance not empty promises..