if it hurts let go..
i wanna let go too..
but i dun even know where's the hurt.
so why are u so confirm it hurts?
HAHA!
self questioning and self answering huh.
i dunno..
just had a karaoke session with mum at home.
was screaming my lungs out.
and then..
i lost my voice.
was soooooooooooooo high screaming and shouting like an idiot.
but after everything..
i feel like crying and i cried.
HAHA!
super nice right?
want sing jiu sing..
want cry jiu cry..
that's my life..
and im sooooooooooooo bloody tired of it already!
what the fuck!
KNNBCCB!
i hate it when i dunno anything..
i hate it when i don even know what i am thinking.
i hate it when i have to act happy be crazy in front of everybody.
I HATE IT!
I SAID I HATE IT!
im so used to it and no longer know who i am..
what kinda person am i?
i just wanna vent everything here.
sorry for being so vuglar.
but i feel so so much better after typing everything out(: